Shutting it Down

This job is making me miserable. I have got to find someone to help me figure out how to shut it down in the best way possible.
It is so much responsibility , and so little reward.
Life is too short to be miserable.  And when you feel your body getting old, when your friends start disappearing-you start to realize there is no better time than now.

I am resurrecting this blog in the effort to start this train moving forward. I realize that most of what has been holding me back from making this next step is fear of the unknown.  Up until now I've been looking at my potential future scenarios as either : going back to working at an office job I hate, or maintaining, and trying to improve this business.  The problem is, I don't like this business enough to keep going with it, and why have I been limiting myself to only what I know?  Perhaps there is something else out there for me besides just what I've known (office jobs that I hate).

All I do know now is that this business is preventing me from moving forward in every other way in my life, and the rest of my life is what I want.  I want to live again. I don't know what life is out there for me, but I know I can't go on with this one.